I have to say that many things happen without you expecting. I wish things went according to plan.. I hate that plans don't work out when it involves another person.. but that's maybe what people have such a hard time finding in life. Making their plans correlate with another person.. but for that to happen so many things have to be right.. like interests, life style, desires, family's virtues...
This brings me back to the night that I burned a few things out of my life... things that reminded me of certain someone... while it was a great memento of the times you spend with the other, it also was a source of great sadness.. of what didn't work out.. you feel like a failure again. So there is a pattern to how this works.. some people try to get over another person by indulging on food... or drugs.. like alcohol or weed.... some people will gain a lot of weight.. some people will lose a lot of weight... some people become bitter and very closed.... some people will mourn for a few weeks and.. somehow come to the realization of moving on.. like a miracle... I wonder what I will be this time. Would I follow the pattern that was a destructive hurricane of seeing random woman? Would I eat to a point where a peer will make fun of my weight? would i .. become bitter? stay tuned..
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you'll become an INSOMNIAC!! from thinking so much haha. or grow so many lines on your forehead that your mother will offer to read them for you.
ReplyDeletebut i don't think you should feel like a failure for whatever is bothering you. you're not a failure unless you haven't learned anything from past experience, or haven't tried to make things work, or haven't even thought of it at all, no matter how badly you think you'd fail'd at it.
dude your blog posts are so deep! you could be a sage haha.